I'm Human

There are mountaintop experiences.

There are valley moments.

You have your ups.

You have your downs.

Everyone has their seasons of triumphs.

Everyone has their seasons of tests.

I'm definitely going through my test season. 

Every time I think I make some headway, I get knocked back, a door gets slammed in my face and  I get pushed off course.

My spiritual side? I know this is all a part of the journey and I'm only being molded into who He wants me to be. And ultimately, He will lead me to exactly where He wants me and will give me what He wants me to have.

My human side? I'm tired. Trying my absolute best, doing everything I can and just feeling stuck.

I know there's a testimony on the other side of this. I know there's a reason for it all. I know there's a purpose for this season. I know God will get the glory in the end. I still have faith and trust Him.

But I'm not perfect. I'm tired. 

And that's okay.